Timing

I'm going to be real careful with what I say here as to not incriminate myself, so just know that this post might not make much sense. This "issue" of mine on timing goes back almost a year ago.

Timing is everything and it can be the most rewarding and the most frustrating thing in life. Timing is a result of many things that are to come and never happened.

So I can't give details. But this is my blog and dammit I just need to vent that timing sucks. Or maybe I should be mad at myself .... perhaps I could have changed things if I just went after what I wanted (in a real bad way) when the opportunity was at hand. Nope, the whole insecure stuff got in the way.

So what leads me to this type of post? I was enlightened this weekend. I have since found out that what I thought was not.... well it was. I don't think this is making any sense but I am going to keep plugging away here. All this time I dealt with some pretty bad feelings of rejection only to find out the situation was quite opposite. It seems to me that, no matter the circumstance, timing truly is everything.

Dammit.