Tuesday, January 02, 2007

WHEN IN THE HELL WILL THE FOG LIFT?

I try to sit down and blog about something ... and I just can't. I am so angry about things right now. I begin to blame HIM but I am the one who won't get a backbone and stand up for myself. Why in the hell am I not important enough to myself to defend? If any of my hoochies were living in my situation, I would tell them to leave. Why can't I do it for myself? The answer is my kids.

I am just waiting for this never ending fog to lift.

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Anonymous said...

Hi there...This is Thom (Gina's Thom form her blog).

I just wanted to thank you for all the really nice comments you have sent her. She is just Heaven sent to me. I Love her more than life itself and I too Love..Love..Love our story..It's just like a fairy tale to me..and I think about it every day.

I want to wish you luck as well.

My last relationship was ruined by cheating and I thought I didn't want to go on..every day was like a week and such a struggle to go through the day. But..it will get better if you make the right decisions. You can't be miserable and a good parent as well...(ok..I have climbed off my soapbox now).

I know one thing for certain..if it would not have happened I would not have found Gina again. I am happier now than I have ever been.

You seem like such a nice girl and truly deserve happiness like I have found. Start looking..you have everything to gain..I promise. :)

Thom..

Queen Kathleen said...

Hey, that was good what Thom said.

I agree with what he said and couldn't have said it better. I think the hardest part is where you are RIGHT NOW. It's knowing that you need to make a move but not wanting to jump the hurdle. Trust me. Just jump and start LIVING again.
Much luck to you.... I miss you!

Distant Timbers Echo said...

You'll be able to stand up for yourself when you're ready to. Nothing ever happens by accident. The Universe (God) doesn't waste time with them.

30-Something Girl said...

Thanks for the comments. I really appreciate them!